I really don’t know where to go with this post. I thought I would be talking about fashion, but my heart has been so heavy, and to be honest, I just don’t know why. Well actually, I do. I’m just tired of it.
The last few days I have been working on so many deadlines and projects that I let the stress of it all and life get the best of me. The pressure of doing it all and being it all can get so overwhelming. Sunday night I got zero sleep, I tossed and turned all night. I’ve been working overtime and I feel like I am just one hot mess. Ever feel like that?
I don’t know if it’s a women thing, where we feel like we need to be there for everyone and do it all, that in the end, we put that stress on ourselves. You gotta hustle, hustle, hustle. Cook dinner, clean up, do laundry, work on your business, be there for your kids, be there for your husband and then you do it all over again the next day.
I hope I am making sense here, I have no idea where I am going with this… and I guess I just need to vent! Haha
No but seriously, I always feel like I can be transparent with you, and that although some may roll their eyes, I know someone can relate.
Jordan and I tried to implement a new schedule and I hate to say that we only talked about it, nothing has been done. Go figure!
The thing is, its moments like this when I push myself away from God, and the distractions of life get the best of me. When my problems in a way become bigger then God, or instead of me focusing on Jesus, I am focusing on being it all and doing it all for my family. In a way, I’m setting such an unrealistic standard for myself knowing that I can not do it all.
Today I want to encourage you (and myself really) through this madness we call life, to let go and let God. There isn’t anything too big, or too little for God. His word says to “cast all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.”-1 Peter5:7. Let his strength carry you, for he is near and mighty. Affiliate links: Shirt | Jeans | ℅ Shoes | ℅ Crossbody | Sunnies (similar)
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